The Shaman experiences your present feelings, emotions, and being by an interpretation of a dream. He sees you through a dream-like experience and takes you through it verbally. My dream started with me dancing in a beautiful, sheer, sequenced with crystals, white, antique, 1940’s ball gown. I was in a ballroom with nothing else in the room. I was looking down on myself from above, watching myself twirl on a sleek, light beige/ivory dance floor. I was twirling around and around as the gown flowed in the air and I loved the freedom, the fun, and the beauty of it all. But then he said it. People started watching and one by one I could see them enter into my circle of freedom, fun and happiness. They popped up in a large circle around me all in black clothing. They created a dark cloud around me. Their judgment, their opinions were pushing down on me. My peace, my happiness was gone. He continued his dream explaining of my kindness to others who do not reciprocate the same compassion and how it affects my soul, my shell. This became insight into restrictions that prevent me from showing my true self to the world.
By the end of the session I had an image of myself with a purple gem, like a diamond-shaped crystal, in the center of my body lying above my belly button and under my heart. It shined bright with rays beaming out of it. There were white clouds of light all over my body, purifying me. He guided me to water where I floated to the surface as my face broke the top the sun shone on it, warming it. The purple gem and white light continued to radiate throughout my body. I didn’t want to open my eyes and leave this blissful place, but at one point I just did. It just happened and I laid there on the floor looking up at the small square skylight in the ceiling. The light was still shining on me. I arose feeling lighter, much lighter. The screaming he did of telling those people to “Shut up!” over and over, louder and louder allowed me to release the pressure inside of me, release the stress and anger to feel the freedom and love that awaits me. I needed this and I didn’t even know it.
Sharing this personal experience allows me to release even further and keep the doors open for love to come in. I wish to thank you for listening and learning and being here for me to do that. I wish you love, happiness, and freedom! Thank you Clay! Thank you all.